Ending the year 2011

It's the end of the year once more and the monsoon is here to greet the new year too. I hate this feeling - i can't even describe what is it but there's a yuck-eeky feeling of being solo. ARGH and it happens almost every end of the year. Perhaps it started because something happened in the past :'( Once again, i gotta use all my might and muster my strength to push these ugly feelings aside. Down you go into the drain! I need to start anew , my theme for 2012 would be.... "ACCENTUATE THE POSITIVE!!"